Friday, 18 April 2014

CHRONICLING THE QUOTES

Following on from my last post, Writing as a Way of Retribution, I began this year with the concept of archiving an inspiring quote every day and sticking it on my wall. However, I slowly felt less and less in need of this comfort and on 18th March I stopped. This post is an online chronicle of that process and a memento for years to come.
                                                 
01/01/2014         ‘To see the world, things dangerous to come to, to see behind walls, draw closer, to find each other and to feel.
                                                That is the purpose to life.’
-          Life magazine motto (as seen in The Secret Life of Walter Mitty)

02/01/2014         ‘Writing a book is like telling a joke and having to wait two years to know whether or not it was funny.’
-          Alain de Botton

03/01/2014         ‘If I hit myself and it hurts… am I weak or strong?’
-          Anonymous

04/01/2014         ‘Sit down. You have your whole life to waste’
-          Anonymous

05/01/2014         ‘Time is precious. Waste it wisely’
-          Anonymous

06/01/2014         ‘Life is about using the whole box of crayons’
-          Anonymous

07/01/2014         ‘For what it’s worth: It’s never too late to be whoever you want to be. I hope you live a life you’re proud of, and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have to strength to start over.’
-          F. Scott Fitzgerald

08/01/2014         ‘Make sure your characters are worth spending ten hours with. That’s how long it takes to read a book.’
-          Po Bronson

09/01/2014         ‘Love makes your soul crawl out from its hiding space’
-          Zora Neale Hurston

10/01/2014         ‘Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up every time we fail.’
-          Ralph Waldo Emerson

11/01/2014         ‘People will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.’
-          Maya Angelou

12/01/2014         ‘I wish there was a way to know you’re in the good old days before you’ve actually left them.’
-          Andy Bernard (as said in the Office U.S.A)

13/01/2014         ‘The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and forgetting that you are special too.’
-          Ernest Hemingway

14/01/2014         ‘Just ‘cause you got the monkey off your back doesn’t mean the circus has left town.’
-          George Carlin

15/01/2014         ‘That belongs in a museum!’
-          Indiana Jones (as said in The Last Crusade)

16/01/2014         ‘Better to write for yourself and have no public, than to write for the public and have no self.’
-          Cyril Connolly

17/01/2014         ‘There is nothing to writing. All you do is sit at a typewriter and bleed.’
-          Ernest Hemingway

18/01/2014         ‘When I saw you I fell in love and you smiled because you knew.’
-          William Shakespeare

19/01/2014         ‘When you’re trying to create a career as a writer, a little delusional thinking goes a long way.’
-          Michael Lewis

20/01/2014         ‘No matter how much you think you love somebody, you’ll step back when the pool of their blood edges up too close.’
-          Chuck Palahniuk

21/01/2014         ‘You know Hunter typed The Great Gatsby? He’d look at each page Fitzgerald wrote, and he copied it. The entire book. And more than once. Because he wanted to know what it felt like to write a masterpiece. He was so hungry, yeah. Innocent, and yearning.’
-          Johnny Depp on Hunter S. Thompson

22/01/2014         ‘We all die. The goal isn’t to live forever, the goal is to create something that will.’
-          Chuck Palahniuk

23/01/2014         ‘Never say goodbye, because saying goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting.’
-          Peter Pan

24/01/2014         ‘In the end, what you do isn’t nearly as interesting or important as who you do it with.’
-          John Green

25/01/2014         ‘Editors are writers’ councillors.’
-          Andrew Wright (Golden Egg Academy, Scholastic)

26/01/2014         ‘No man ever steps in the same river twice, for it’s not the same river and he’s not the same man.’
-          Heraclitus

27/01/2014         ‘Writing is something you do alone. It’s a profession for introverts who want to tell you a story but don’t want to make eye contact while doing it.’
-          John Green

28/01/2014         ‘Fiction is experimentation; when it ceases to be that, it ceases to be fiction. One never puts down a sentence without the feeling that it has never been put down in such a way.’
-          John Cheever

29/01/2014         ‘In our lives, on average, we will be asleep for a total of 8,477 days. If we’re lucky, some of that time will be sleeping next to someone we love.’
-          Zefrank

30/01/2014         ‘Fairy tales are more than true; not because they tell us that dragons exist, but because they tell us that dragons can be beaten.’
-          G. K. Chesterton

31/01/2014         ‘If you want to go fast, go alone. If you want to go far, go together.’
-          African Proverb

01/02/2014         ‘Spend your energy supporting what you believe in, rather than hating what you don’t.’              
-          Joshua Heath

02/02/2014         ‘Creating something is all about problem-solving.’
-          Philip Seymour Hoffman (R.I.P)

03/02/2014         ‘The only thing standing between you and your goal is the bullshit story you keep telling yourself as to why you can’t achieve it.’
-          Jordan Belfort

04/02/2014         ‘The book creates meaning, the meaning creates life.’
-          Rolan Barthes

FORTUNE – When you speak honestly and openly, others truly listen to you.

05/02/2014         ‘I don’t count my sit-ups. I only start counting when it starts hurting. When I feel pain, that’s when I start counting, because that’s when it really counts.’
-          Mohammed Ali

                                FORTUNE – Even a small gift could mean so much to someone today.

06/02/2014         ‘Forget, “I can’t,” and instead say “I currently struggle with…”’
-          Tony Horton

07/02/2014         ‘I hate when people say, “Nice to meet you” before I’ve even said anything – How do you know it’s nice to meet me?! I’m an asshole!’
-          Jack Nicholson

08/02/2014         ‘Every man’s life ends the same way. It is only the details of how he lived and how he died that distinguish one man from another.’
-          Ernest Hemingway

                                FORTUNE – Opportunity is always ahead if you look and think.’

09/02/2014         ‘I’m not good at future planning. I don’t plan at all. I don’t know what I’m doing tomorrow. I don’t have a day planner and I don’t have a diary. I completely live in the now, not in the past, not in the future.’
-          Heath Ledger

10/02/2014         ‘Maybe our favourite quotations say more about us than about the stories and people we’re quoting.’
-          John Green

11/02/2014         ‘I always wonder why birds stay in the same place when they can fly anywhere on the earth. Then I ask myself the same question.’
-          Harun Yahya

12/02/2014         ‘Wear the old coat, but the new book.’
-          Austin Phelps

13/02/2014         ‘Some people feel the rain. Others just get wet.’
-          Bob Marely

14/02/2014         ‘If you would not be forgotten as soon as you are dead, either write things worth reading or do things worth writing.’
-          Benjamin Franklin

15/02/2014         ‘I never considered myself a lucky person. I’m the most extraordinary pessimist. I truly am.’
-          Christopher Nolan

16/02/2014         ‘Listen, smile, agree, and then do whatever the fuck you were gonna do anyway.’
-          Robert Downey Jr.

17/02/2014         ‘If your actions inspire others to dream more, learn more, do more and become more, you are a leader.’
-          John Quincy Adams

18/02/2014         ‘The need to write comes from the need to make sense of one’s life and discover one’s usefulness.’
-          John Cheever

19/02/2014         ‘Quiet people have the loudest minds.’
-          Stephen Hawking

20/02/2014         ‘…’
-          Silent Bob (as seen in Clerks)

21/02/2014         ‘I think anybody who falls in love is a freak. It’s a crazy thing to do. It’s kind of like a form of socially acceptable insanity.’
-          Amy (as said in her)

22/02/2014         ‘Writing is about leaving a question a reader can answer.’
-          Imogen Cooper (Golden Egg Academy, The Lighthouse)

23/02/2014         ‘There are a lot of things I wish I would have done, instead of just sitting around and complaining about having a boring life.’
-          Kurt Cobain

24/02/2014         ‘Raise your words, not voice. It is rain that grows flowers, not thunder.’
-          Rumi

25/02/2014         ‘I like art, and by art I mean music, poetry, sex, paintings, the human body, literature… all of this is art to me.’
-          Hunter Reveur

26/02/2014         ‘The unfed mind devours itself.’
-          Gore Vidal

27/02/2014         ‘Writing a novel is like heading out over the open sea in a small boat. It helps if you had a plan and a course laid out.’
-          John Gardner

28/02/2014         ‘Whatever you do, tell the truth.’
-          Grover Cleveland

01/03/2014         ‘Everything not saved will be lost.’
-          Nintendo “Quit screen”

02/03/2014         ‘The best way out is always through.’
-          Robert Frost

03/03/2014         ‘Little by little, a little becomes a lot.’
-          Tanzanian Proverb

04/03/2014         ‘Long-term consistency trumps short term intensity.’
-          Bruce Lee

05/03/2014         ‘What’s my guilty pleasure? The thing is, I never feel guilty about my pleasures.’
-          Tom Hiddleston

06/03/2014         ‘Any time two characters are talking about a third, the scene is a crock of shit.’
-          David Mament

07/03/2014         ‘The fear of death follows the fear of life. A man who lives fully is prepared to die at any time.’
-          Mark Twain

08/03/2014         ‘Happiness is not a state to arrive at, but a manner of traveling.’
-          Margaret Lee Runbeck

09/03/2014         ‘Sometimes you will never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory.’
-          Dr. Seuss

10/03/2014         ‘Rock bottom became the solid foundation on which I rebuilt my life.’
-          J.K. Rowling

11/03/2014         ‘The invention of the ship was also the invention of the shipwreck.’
-          Paul Virilio

12/03/2014         ‘I’m not making any money doing this, I’m purely doing it out of ego.’
-          Paul Tracy

13/03/2014         ‘Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear, not absence of fear.’
-          Mark Twain

14/03/2014         ‘I’m not a paranoid deranged millionaire. Goddamit, I’m a billionaire.’
-          Howard Hughes

15/03/2014         ‘We’re born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we’re not alone.’
-          Orson Welles

16/03/2014         ‘Alright, I have an admittedly insane idea, but if I don’t ask you this it’s just, uh, you know, it’s gonna haunt me the rest of my life.’
-          Jesse (as said in Before Sunrise)

17/03/2014         ‘There are three things men can do with women; love them, suffer for them or turn them into literature… I’ve had my share of success and failure at all three.’
-          Stephen Stills

18/03/2014         ‘Remember, you don’t need a certain number of friends, just a number of friends you can be certain of.’

-          Anonymous 

Sunday, 30 March 2014

WRITING AS A WAY OF RETRIBUTION


Early 2013, I attended my first writers’ talk one Tuesday evening. The guest speaker was Hanna Jameson, author of Something You Are (the first in the London Unground series). At some point the question was raised as to whether or not there was some truth in her writing, and Jameson simply replied that she found writing as a fantastic form of revenge.

I took her advice on-board but I didn’t act on it as I didn’t feel compelled to seek vengeance, and besides; I really hadn’t felt over encumbered by an
yone. That was until winter of last year. I shan’t get into specific details but I will say the ordeal drove me to a breaking point. Even after it was over, the ordeal still plagued me, and Jameson’s revenge concept resurfaced in my head.

But revenge, to me, is a negative word and I don’t feel that I was seeking revenge; I was seeking retribution – a calming of the mind. So, using a university project, I got the ordeal out on paper and warped it into the intended genre. And do you know what? It felt fantastic to do so.

Once it was done of course.

During the ordeal it was hell. I regressed to that breaking point in order to access that thought process. I found listening to music difficult, my stress levels were through the roof, and I was obsessing over this project so much that I didn’t adequately partake in other modules. But I’m done now. It’s over and I have to say it was an incredible therapy session. But I will say I will never read the piece again. For me it’s too difficult to do so, and yet I believe it’s one of the best short pieces I’ve written.

So what I'm trying to say, I guess, is that I implore you, for your own sake, if you’re going through anything – whether they be tough times or ferocious feuds – write it out. T
hat is of course if you don’t mind obsessing about the damn thing for a few days.


Sam Garrett


Friday, 21 March 2014

GAUGING YOUR AUDIENCE


This Friday I had two work-shopping sessions at university. One was for a ‘fairy tale’ piece and the other was for this sci-fi short that I'm now hoping to take further. Now for those who know me, know that I fall flat on my face when it comes to reading work out, particularly my own. So luckily for me, my work was read out by others and I didn’t have to stare at a page overflowing with text, but was able to…

Gauge my audience.

Now, quite bluntly, I don’t understand why I have never thought to do this kind of experiment before – maybe because it’s slightly voyeuristic? I don’t know. Did it help? Probably.

So I was having my first piece – the demented ‘fairy tale’ one – read out, and I couldn’t help but look around instead of at the words that I had already browsed through too many times. Now this particular piece ended up transforming into essentially, concrete poetry, and as soon as it did; I could tell. Because my audience and my reader were surprised and even revitalised. It was different and that’s what I liked and loathed so much about it. Now in this particular case, that became a dividing moment. Some people became more interested, while others stopped reading the text and just listened in order to decipher the images.

Now for my second piece – the sci-fi one – I was entirely unsure of the reception it’d receive. It was essentially a first draft but had a frame narrative induced twist that I loved. But deep down, I knew that I wasn’t so sure on the piece, because I frankly hadn't obsessed over this one. So some guys began to read it for me (cheers again for that) and I could tell some things were hitting the okay notes, others the cringe-inducing ones and then there was the climax – and I crap you not – the guy reading it just said, “Whoa. Shit.” once he got to a certain part. Then he got to the twist of resolution and there was this all round silence, the pleasant un-awkward type where you ingest what you’ve just read and go on to talk about it.  

Just remember, facial expressions are often underrated. You can fake them – I know – but when readers get lost in a piece, they get lost, and from my studying readers often tend to react as if they were there in the flesh. 

Thursday, 13 March 2014

REVISITING AN OLD WORK


Short blog post this week but I wanted to share something. I’ve been trawling through old documents to see if I could get any use out of them for competitions or things and came across this, a piece of flash fiction I wrote last year from Ekphrasis.


Thursday, 6 March 2014

WRITING IN A NEW GENRE


I’m currently on this great module at university called Author Study and – as you may well have guessed from the name – it’s about the study of authors. In our seminars we’ve focused particularly on John Cheever and Emily Dickinson, and have been tasked with creating a piece of prose or poetry somewhere between 2,000-3,000 words in length, focusing not only on the themes that have arisen from those authors but also from our personal feelings on writing.

My original intention for this module was to rewrite and submit a piece I wrote while working over the summer. The short story was called 'Legacy' (viewable here) and was a completely out-there science fiction piece. But I loved the structure and had created my first official untrustworthy narrator, so I wanted to salvage it in whatever way possible.

Thankfully, I had a Eureka! moment.

Throughout my life I’ve been captivated by fiction and films that manage to fit a lifetime into a piece. I’ve always wanted to create my own, so I figured; why not? Ones that instantly sprung to mind were The Curious Case of Benjamin Button and The Notebook (both of which are both prose and film). So instantly, I knew there was a connection: they were both – with the exception of F. Scott Fitzgerald’s original short – love stories.

And I haven’t written a conventional love story before.

And this was and still is a problem.

The genesis of this piece was that it was to be a tragedy. Now, if anything, it’s growing into some twisted combination of literature in the vein of film masterpieces, Once and Blue Valentine.

Either way my upcoming piece is about a young man walking a young woman to a party on the other side of town. And through the seemingly average escalation of events, that symbolically represent aspects of their future relationship, the two begin to lament their future together and irrevocably change the lives of each other.


Fingers crossed I remember to post it to Wattpad once its done!

Thursday, 27 February 2014

LOSING MY PUBLISHING VIRGINITY


I’ve been thinking hard about what to write as my first legitimate post for this, as I wanted to make it something memorable. In the end I figured I would talk about my first legitimate publication. So far I’ve had two short stories published and while the first was validated before the second, the second was published first – so I’ll talk about that. The shortest short story I've written so far is called, 'The One Who Held the Strings' and is available to read online here and was published in print in the 2013 edition of Vortex magazine.

The process behind writing the piece was – at the time – fairly experimental for me. I am fortunate enough to be studying on one of the country’s best BA Creative Writing courses, and on my course have a yearly module known as Creative Voice. In my first year this module was taught to me by the fantastic writer Calum Kerr (who happens to run a Flash Fiction blog here if you’re interested). Kerr introduced me to the notion of Ekphrasis – creating art from art – and over two seminars we all experimented with two methods of this, visual and musical.

The musical experimentation really struck with me as every student was required to play a song of their choice consecutively and we would all glean our own creative themes and interpretations from them all. In doing this – and after casually watching the Kings of Leon documentary – I wrote The One Who Held the Strings.

I entered this into my university’s annual creative writing magazine – not thinking it’d be published as the Editorial Board are well known for being strict in their selection process. On the introduction page of the magazine it even ominously reads, ‘Each year we publish only around 15% of the work that is submitted...’

Skip forward a good six months to no word on the matter. I had a seen a few peers on Facebook discussing their sadness at not being published and thought that I too was among them. A day or two later however, and a fellow good friend (and blogger extraordinaire) messaged me saying that I had been published alongside her. At a loss for words, I ventured down to the university to see for myself. After all, I hadn’t even been contacted by officials. I went into the faculty office and asked, and lo and behold there I was on the adjacent page to her. A man gave me five free copies for winning and told me, in a very apologetic manor, that while this never usually happened they had misspelled my last name as Garett instead of Garrett.

But did I care? No freaking way! I was published, like actually published! Though in all honesty, it was odd to know that my work had been printed for public consumption without my knowledge. Despite this though it was a good thing, and I guess the moral of my story is to embark on something – even if you don’t expect good results.